When the Monster Strikes Back.
It is exam season once again amid that I will soon depart on a new adventure. And although, I am on top of my exams and will delivery good material and am definitely super excited for what is coming next in my life, I also find myself finding another anxiety attack! I never know when they are coming, I just know that when they, they completely take over my life and no matter how hard I try to keep it away to fight it, it always seems to win. I am proud of myself. I do think I have improved, slowly, I start to understand that it is anxiety that is causing this to me! That it is not me, that I do not have a problem but have a monster trying to bring me down every single day. Obviously, my strategies are not working up until now. And I think the problem is that I still do not want to face that I have a problem, just trying to fight it way is not going to solve it. I need to be able to overcome it, so once and for all, I can enjoy life without all of this stupid thoughts and worries. It is...
